i think it's an autism/adhd thing for me but i'm finding out i actually fit the bill for a lot of conditions i thought i didn't have previously because they weren't explained well enough to me, lol. i need like 50 examples or so apparently. #neisvoid

like i was under the impression POTS stuff made you like see "shrimp colors" every time you stood up all the time instead of just occasionally or something. and then with hypermobility —

— i thought i couldn't possibly be hypermobile bc i wasn't flexible and even though the beighton criteria images show you like, manipulating your joints with your hands i thought you had to bend them that way completely on their own for some reason?? stupid bitches rise up.