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Really struggling with my self worth. I feel like I do nothing. Every day is a struggle. It just feels like nonstop suffering. The worst part is, no one knows me. If I were to die today, the only person that would grieve is my husband. No one would even know I existed.
I keep my name off my account because I& #39;m afraid if anyone know who I really am they& #39;ll never speak to me again.. If I stay this mysterious person I at least can talk to people. Its so lonely. I feel like I have to hide my disabilities to the world.
The one time I really reached out for help while I was homeless, I was berated for being a failure and a begger. Not only would no community help me, but they put me down. They made fun of my wheelchair, told me to kill myself and told me that if I couldn& #39;t work I should die.
I still need help, I& #39;ll never be able to afford the medical care I need and I& #39;m slowly dying in my house and I don& #39;t know what to do. I& #39;m so afraid I& #39;m gonna die here and that& #39;s it, no one knows no one cares. I& #39;ve got no friends or acquaintances and I just feel like nothing.
