was anyone else a kid who always followed the rules & would get really mad when other kids broke them & couldnt understand why you had to follow them & they didnt & now ur an adult in a pandemic feeling like the only one who's following rules & it's bringing up Some Shit for you?

and every time you put on your mask you see ur neighbor Billy doesn't even wear one, so why should u, but you think "because I'm FOLLOWING THE RULES im right!" but everyone breaking the rules is having more fun than you/is more popular, but also its The Right Thing To Do! *sobs*

so then you think, all i can do is do my best, i know i'm doing the right thing, even if it's not popular or as fun as doing the wrong thing. BUT THEN all the kids who didnt follow the rules got the class pizza party canceled, even tho YOU wore the damn mask SO WHAT GIVES, BILLY?