I have some weird blocks about human interaction.
Sometimes I read offhand mentions of what people do to initiate conversation, and my brain is like âwait, this is ALLOWED?!â
Sometimes I read offhand mentions of what people do to initiate conversation, and my brain is like âwait, this is ALLOWED?!â
Idk why this is such a shock. In my mind, one social misstep results in some kind of unclear catastrophe.
I think I perceive approaching someone as invading their boundaries, and that people donât WANT to be approached. I fear they will react with anger and aggression if I do.
I think I perceive approaching someone as invading their boundaries, and that people donât WANT to be approached. I fear they will react with anger and aggression if I do.
Aggression or anger reads as âIâm gonna get hitâ.
I grew up in a physically abusive family, where rules were not taught, but I would get hit for breaking them.
Most adults, some teenagers, are larger than me.
I am not afraid of being laughed at, I am afraid of dying.
I grew up in a physically abusive family, where rules were not taught, but I would get hit for breaking them.
Most adults, some teenagers, are larger than me.
I am not afraid of being laughed at, I am afraid of dying.
I have strong feelings around clothes I wear.
I default to a mix of metalhead and military gear, although I downgraded to âSteve Jobs in leatherâ for work. I feel the need to project âpowerful, aggressive, do not touch.â
I default to a mix of metalhead and military gear, although I downgraded to âSteve Jobs in leatherâ for work. I feel the need to project âpowerful, aggressive, do not touch.â
I struggle with wearing femme clothing because it makes me feel like Iâm giving away sovereignty and asking to be victimised.
I am silent, frowny (resting bitch face) and do not laugh much.
Itâs probably hard to approach me if you donât know me up front.
I am silent, frowny (resting bitch face) and do not laugh much.
Itâs probably hard to approach me if you donât know me up front.
So I donât have any âapproach rulesâ in my head at all, because I donât get to learn by imitation.
Obvious things feel like revelations. Iâm often ashamed at how little I know about human interaction, and imagine ânormalâ people would be disgusted/pitying if they knew.
Obvious things feel like revelations. Iâm often ashamed at how little I know about human interaction, and imagine ânormalâ people would be disgusted/pitying if they knew.
Looking back at this thread, I guess in my head I am somewhat a Mad Max?
A drifter living in a violent world. Trying to make it a better place but never accepted into any of the groups that bond through incomprehensible rituals.
I never identified with this character. Hmm.
A drifter living in a violent world. Trying to make it a better place but never accepted into any of the groups that bond through incomprehensible rituals.
I never identified with this character. Hmm.