the beginning of saw you in a dream sounds like instant crush but then it changes into these pleasant shimmering synths and like this is literally 16 y/o nik to 21 y/o nik except 21 y/o nik’s depression is..... not colourful but,,, just not as alone maybe ?

which is a laugh bc you’re still the loserest loner around but, maybe that’s exactly it, the fact that you’re sorta more adjusted to it now ? throw in diluted watercolour sunlight now and then ? but the song’s still sad ? ish ?

i can’t believe there are only two places i love sambar and mama’s only comes third

you should spend more time with Shilpmai