phew just another day of not saying the n-word live in front of hundreds of thousands of people, it's tough but somehow i'm managing

Slowly dragging my nearly comatose body out of bed after another draining session of managing not to shout a single grotesque slur while playing a popular video game on a popular internet stream. Where will I find the energy to continue this battle today?? https://twitter.com/Dubsfn/status/1233878561905369099?s=19

I wheeze in empathy, blue in the face from holding my breath for fear that the same word would purposely force its way past my lips through no fault of my own. Gloat not, for who can stop it, this sentient sound, waiting always for its moment to strike?? https://twitter.com/KyleLarsonRacin/status/1249732388625752065

Where does the blame truly sit when we who lie in cultural bondage are commanded to say a word by dark masters of culture who just as quickly demand we not say it after all! Not with us, surely. Such a catch-22 was beyond even Heller's skill for fiction https://twitter.com/BlastCero/status/1253436848132681728