Idk why but I woke up thinking about yoongi getting his wisdom teeth removed so he’s all high on meds right, so he just keeps telling namjoon that he wants to kiss him and Namjoon is trying to make him calm down because first of all: what the hell

And second of all: he’s not about to kiss his best friend when he’s high and won’t remember a thing, he probably doesn’t even mean it to begin with, so he just keeps saying no to Yoongi, Who’s in bed all curled up in blankets while namjoon sits next to him trying to comfort him

And so, yoongi gets all whiny and desperate like “you don’t like me??? Is it because im ugly????” And namjoon just tries to reassure him over and over again that no, he’s not ugly, and yes, he does like him, all the while blushing bright red because: what the fukc is happening

Long story short, yoongi gets to calm down, and he’s already dozing off when Namjoon asks him if he want him to go, he shakes his head furiously while saying “yes” namjoon snorts and moves closer to him “was that a no or a yes?” And yoongi just mumbles

Namjoon decides to stay, just when he thinks yoongi is finally asleep he whines, he worries immediately, is he in pain? Does he need another dosis of pain killers? So he asks “hey what’s wrong? Does it hurt?” Yoongi shakes his head, and simply stretches his hand out to him

Namjoon eyes him curiously, Yoongi’s eyes are close shut, his brows furrowed, “...hand” is the only thing that yoongi says, “you want to hold hands?” namjoon asks trying to hold back his laughter. “No... hand” yoongi says, reaching out to, indeed, hold Namjoon’s hand in his

And that’s how Yoongi finally falls asleep holding Namjoon’s hand, the next day when he’s finally aware of his actions and surroundings, namjoon walks in his room again, “hey hyung, how are you feeling?”
“Uh... fine I guess? It’s just so fuckin painful to eat”

“Hmm yeah I figured” namjoon takes a few seconds before asking his next question. “Do you remember what you said yesterday?” Namjoon asks, and yoongi finally looks up from his phone “... no? Did I said something? I probably said something stupid” yoongi sighs

“I mean..” namjoon begins, walking closer to him and sitting on the edge of his bed like he was yesterday “it wasn’t stupid per-say, I just— wanted to know if you meant it” he’s blushing now, of course he is, and Yoongi is looking at him with a raised eyebrow and almost wide eyes

“If you don’t tell me what the hell you’re talking about I’m not going to tell you because I don’t remember a thing Joonie” yoongi says, looking more worried by the second, namjoon sighs, is he really going to be able to do this? What if yoongi just brushes it off as nothing?

What if he actually didn’t mean it? He’s just embarrassing himself further by not saying anything. So instead of answering he begins to lean closer to Yoongi, painful slowly, as if giving Yoongi enough time to push him off or curse at him for what ever the fukc he’s trying to do