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I dont miss being in a relationship. I honestly felt like I wasn't being myself. I felt so out of place. We were so opposite but yet very much alike. I miss the idea? Of being wanted by someone and someone always hitting me up to check on me. But thinking about it just
Drains me because of how much effort and emotions I put into pleasing him, being faithful & loyal to him, respecting him and our relationship, introducing him to not only my mom but my nieces and nephew who mean the world to me. I'm not anti-men. I just feel emotionally drained.
And I get it. Don't treat the next man bad only because of how people treated me. Of course not. Dating is a gamble and a huge risk. This was a learning experience for me, mentally. I've never felt literally heartbroken the way I did, after I broke up with him because he
Was wanting another mans attention and seeing the excitement he had when he was messaging the other dude(I saw their messages) I just knew it would be pointless to stay and fight for my boys attention when we're already dating? Nah.
I'm venting. It feels good. It helps me. Sorry guys. I'm not sad or anything. Just randomly sharing thoughts.
