don't apologise it's not your fault that you were taught to be kind to others before yourself & that love was a reduce reuse recycle system

don't apologise it's not your fault that you were raised to believe in a religion outside of yourself that to worship thou above all was sin

don't apologise it's not your fault that you were convinced to bite your tongue and cry in silence that you do not matter enough to be heard

don't apologise it's not your fault that you were brought up to be selfless enough and not selfish enough to make sure you will be ok too

don't apologise it's not your fault that you were lead to believe that good things come to those who wait and you've been good and waiting forever

don't apologise it's not your fault your heart is so big and full of love that the smallest burden hurts so fucking much and weighs so much it feels like everything falls apart as you try to hold onto the very thing you should let go

don't apologise it's not your fault that the world made you feel unworthy and that anytime something good happened something bad happened that you feel like you don't deserve good things that some things are too good to be true

don't apologise it's not your fault that people only see what they want to believe that no matter what you say it is not what they hear it is not your fault that their so called love is ranged with an eye close behind a wall and your love is a melee weapon. wide open. raw.

don't apologise it's not your fault that the only so called love you were raised to know is with guilt and shame and a lot of something less than nothing that it's so hard to breathe bc your head is filled with things from the hallow of someone's chest where their heart should be