Hard to know how to write this thread but I’m not strong enough either emotionally or physically to write a long thread. Before I share what I need to share, just wanted to say thanks for all the comments the last 48hrs. Read every one, just too tired to reply.

I’m afraid this is the news we all knew was inevitable and it has crept up quickly but I am now at the end of my life.

Truly heartbroken, never felt a pain like it and cried most of today but had my family around me. Only have a few weeks left to live. CT scan on 9th will confirm the inevitable.

Oncologist spoke to me today and confirmed that the cancer markers which we already knew were heading the wrong way have gone significantly up in the last few weeks as I’ve been unable to get on Chemo. So much so, they can’t be recovered.

CT scan will either show significant spread throughout my body or significant growth and spread of the tumours on my liver. Won’t know until it’s done but both are now untreatable, so no more Chemo. Nothing more can be done. It’s the end.

My body has been ravaged the last 4 weeks and I’ve been battling away fighting everything else, the cancer has been making hay whilst the sun shines. Body is no longer capable of fighting it.

Nothing more to say (too tired) but I think everyone knows how hard I fought this and it absolutely breaks my heart that this this is the end but thank you for the support throughout the journey. I’ve really appreciated it.