// noncon , dubcon , overstim

b30mgyv and t43hyvn have some talking to do , but when all they know how to do is argue , it quickly devolves into something more physical .

( this is a sequel ; it can be read stand - alone , but i 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘭𝘺 recommend you read the prequel . ) https://twitter.com/binzipz/status/1504255097878032394?t=JNf6-Xoq_ZKGakTWrhLaQQ&s=19

when t43hyvn tells b30mgyv he'll see him later , he anticipates it being within the next day or two , and while 𝘺𝘦𝘴 , he does 𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘩𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 see him everyday in class , it's not the same .

he expects them to at least acknowledge each other , but that's hard to do when all eyes are on them 24 / 7 .

the first sign of a shift in dynamic is when the bullying stops . t43hyvn doesn't get hit by footballs anymore , and the pages in b30mgyv's textbook stop going missing . nobody really picks up on this -- to outsiders , it's just a temporary ceasefire , if anything .

and yet , despite this change , t43hyvn still doesn't look at b30mgyv . it's almost like he can't , maybe burdened by shame or regret . the thought twists gyv's stomach .

he knows he wasn't the only one to enjoy their little bathroom incident . hell , he lays awake at night thinking about it . he 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 t43hyvn got off on it , probably more than he did , so why won't he pay him any attention ?

he's really troubled over this , so much so that when the lunch bell rings , he remains seated , staring out the window with a furrowed brow . some of his classmates clap his shoulder and ask what's wrong , if he wants to join them , but he just dismisses them without a word .

he wants to brood , and brood he does . he feels like a child , pouting like this , but he can't help it . he deserves an explanation , dammit .

even if this was all a joke to t43hyvn , or some nightmare he wished to forget , it was still a big fucking deal to b30mgyv . he was , by definition , 𝘴𝘦𝘹𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘥 . tyvn had some responsibility to take , whether he wanted to or not .

gyv stays in his head for the entirety of the break . he barely registers his classmates trickling back into the room , chatting happily in their circles . the background noise he once found pleasant now annoys him .

he's startled out of his trance by a thud on his desk . he turns to the side and sees none other than t43hyvn , looking down at him with an unreadable expression . he's slammed something on his desk , but b30mgyv can't tell what it is .

" you need to eat , " he says quietly , then walks off like nothing happened . shocked murmurs fill the classroom immediately .

b30mgyv reaches for the item with a puzzled expression . it's a soboro bun from the canteen . he feels his cheeks fill with color , and when he looks to t43hyvn , now seated , he catches the red tint of his ears .

the kids sitting around him whisper to him and ask 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 . he can only shrug as he tears open the packaging .

they joke that maybe he's put something bad in it , and while the thought does cross b30mgyv's mind , he knows he wouldn't do something like that . probably .

much to his delight , the bun is delicious , and not at all tampered with . he feels eyes on him throughout the day , as if making sure we wasn't going to collapse from food poisoning , but nothing happens .

this becomes a sort of routine . if b30mgyv stays in the classroom during lunch , t43hyvn will bring him a treat , and vice versa . they don't smile , don't let it show on their faces , but these little gestures of kindness make them incredibly giddy .

and yet , t43hyvn 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 won't look at b30mgyv . the snacks curbed his anger for a bit , but it was resurfacing now , even stronger than before . was he expecting something ? if he wanted an apology , it'd be over gyv's dead body , because he did nothing wrong .

two weeks pass before b30mgyv has the chance to speak to him .

he notices t43hyvn slip out of the classroom during lunch break , which would be normal , except he takes off in the direction opposite of the canteen . gyv squints and waits a few minutes , then quietly leaves his seat and exits the room .

there's nothing but classrooms the way tyvn went ; that , and the staircase to the rooftop . b30mgyv has a sneaking suspicion that's where he took off to .

as he begins climbing the stairs , he hears a door above him swing open and then shut with a thud . down comes the same boy who retrieved clothes for him that fateful day -- t43hyvn's friend who he couldn't remember the name of .

they lock eyes for a moment . it's awkward .

" um , " the boy begins , but doesn't continue . b30mgyv speaks up . " is t43hyvn up there ? " the boy shuffles and opens his mouth , but pauses .

" i don't know if . . . " he trails off , as if considering his words , then throws his hands up in the air . " y'know what ? fuck it . he's up there . he needs to talk to you , anyway . "

he walks past b30mgyv with a mischievous grin and gives him a friendly shove . gyv has more questions than answers now , but he smiles back . he doesn't seem like a bad kid .

he resumes his upward climb . god , he really needs to exercise more . his thighs are burning .

gyu hesitates in front of the door . his hand hovers , and he considers just leaving . every time he's talked with t43hyvn , he's been left frustrated and angry , but he knows that if he doesn't do this , it'll only make matters worse . with a sigh , he pushes the door open .

the light of outside is blinding , and he squints his eyes as he steps into the sunlight . summer is reaching its peak now , and it's definitely felt on days like these , where there isn't a cloud in sight to block the sun .

he spots t43hyvn leaning against the railing , back to him . he turns once the door slips shut with a rattle . by his face , gyv assumes he wasn't expecting visitors .

they stare at each other for a beat or two , and then t43hyvn's walking towards him with his head down . he makes for the door , murmuring something like " excuse me , " but b30mgyv stops him with a firm hand on his shoulder .

" oh no you fucking don't , " he snaps as he pushes the other back . " you're staying right here . we have some shit to discuss . " the irritation from the last few weeks was thick in his voice -- he could hear it , and he hoped t43hyvn could , too .

thankfully , tyvn stops pushing , but his eyes don't leave the ground . b30mgyv gets the urge to hit him again , but he doesn't . instead , he takes his hand off him and leans down a bit .

" what the hell is up with you ? " he exclaims . " you avoid me for ages , and you think a few snacks would make up for it ? the least you could do is 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 at me , and maybe act like you give a shit about what happened . you can hate me all you want , but 𝘺𝘰𝘶 kissed 𝘮𝘦 .

i deserve to know why . "

t43hyvn turns his head to the side and tenses . it's infuriating , the way he's refusing to speak . b30mgyv shoves his shoulders and moves closer to him .

" huh ? do i need to slug you again to get you to talk ? do you need to rape me again ? "

something snaps in t43hyvn . he grabs b30mgyv by the shoulder and slams him into the wall next to the door .

he's got one hand on his wrist , and the other arm is pressed against the front of his neck . b30mgyv gets a sense of deja vu , and it stirs in the pit of his stomach .

" y'know , maybe i 𝘥𝘰 need to rape you again . you're much easier to deal with when you're crying and whimpering , " he mutters quietly . gyv feels his heart pound in his chest , and his knees instinctively begin to tremble .

he manages to keep his eyes level with t43hyvn's dark ones . " this isn't what i came here for , " he grits out , and the pressure on his neck increases . " i wanted to talk , but i guess you can only think with your dick . "

" weren't you the one begging me to touch you last time ? i remember how dirty you sounded , b30mgyv . if either of us is a slut , it's 𝘺𝘰𝘶 . "

gyv's eyes roll back into his head and his face scrunches up . he's frustrated , he's hot , but most of all , he's turned on .

he's turned on and he 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 it . why does he like this ? why does he like it from 𝘩𝘪𝘮 , of all people ?

he's inconsiderate , insensitive and an overall prick . he's too smart , too handsome , too talented , and he's pressed against b30mgyv , practically choking him .

the combination of the heat and restricted oxygen is making b30mgyv a bit dizzy , so he reaches up and clings onto t43hyvn's arm . " t43hyvn - ah , " he gasps , and only gets a hum in return .

he faintly registers the sound of ringing . suddenly , t43hyvn is off of him , and gyv can think more clearly . it's the school bell , signaling the end of break . t43hyvn looks torn .

" we need to go back . "

b30mgyv looks exasperated . " what ? " he pants out , clearly confused . " have you never skipped before ? "

hesitantly , t43hyvn shakes his head . " i have a perfect attendance record . "

gyv can't help but laugh . 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥 . 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘬 . 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 , 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘬 .

" get over here , " b30mgyv growls , grabbing t43hyvn by the face and pulling his body against his . their lips all but crash together , and that's all it takes for tyvn to give in and kiss him properly .

it's not at all like their first kiss -- this one is messy , uncoordinated , and a little painful . there's almost too much teeth , but they're both so desperate they don't really care . b30mgyv nearly moans when he feels t43hyvn's tongue slide against his .

" fuck , " he breathes against his lips when they pull away . t43hyvn's mouth curls into a smile and his hands settle on gyv's hips . " i like you like this , ch0! . it's easier when i don't have to force you . "

b30mgyv rolls his eyes . " you're unbearable , " he groans , but his body pushes forward , and the hands on t43hyvn's cheeks curl into his hair . he surges forward and locks their lips again .

it doesn't take long for tyvn's hands to untuck b30mgyv's shirt and slip under . his cool hands feel heavenly on his sweltering skin , and he arches into the touch on his stomach .

he takes it upon himself to shuffle t43hyvn's blazer off his shoulders , but he doesn't make it far before tyvn's throwing it off himself . it lands on the ground a few feet away .

next is b30mgyv's , which slides down his arms with little resistance . it doesn't do much in terms of cooling him off , given that t43hyvn's body is back on him within seconds . it's like they can't get enough of the other , hands exploring wherever they can reach .

t43hyvn's fingers quickly find gyv's waistband , and he pulls at his belt , clearly impatient . had he been thinking of him , too ? wondering when their next encounter would be , how he'd pin him down and humiliate him this time ?

b30mgyv hates to admit it , but this is so close to every thing he'd imagined , it makes his head spin .

he hears more than feels his belt unbuckle and snake around his waist .

t43hyvn holds the strap in his hand but doesn't release it yet ; he keeps it in his grip as he pulls back without a word .

b30mgyv is spun around with surprising ease , like he weighs nothing to tyvn . he presses his arms against the rough stone wall and turns his head to the side . the comfortable position is quickly discarded when t43hyvn grabs both his hands and yanks them behind him .

the wall digs into his cheek as he stutters out incoherent protests . t43hyvn loops gyv's belt around his wrists with practiced movements and secures it tightly .

tyvn leans his body against b30mgyv's , pressing his face further against the harsh texture of stone . " now you can't resist , even if you wanted to . " gyv glares at him . " it 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 , dammit , " he complains with a clenched jaw , but it falls on deaf ears .

his whimpers of discomfort turn into those of pleasure when tyvn snakes his hand around his waist and begins palming his bulge . he's already fully hard , no need for any stalling , but t43hyvn seems determined to take his time with him .

skilled fingers pop open the button of his slacks and pull the zipper down , teasingly slow . b30mgyv has to choke back his pleading whines -- he resorts to squeezing his eyes shut and rutting against tyvn's hand impatiently .

" hurry the fuck up , " he spits out , sounding surprisingly stable for his lack of composure .

t43hyvn clicks his tongue and digs the nails of his free hand into gyv's stomach . " you need to watch your mouth , or i'm leaving right now . seriously . "

b30mgyv flinches and tries to jerk away from the pain on his abdomen , but he's held in place by that same sharp grip . " what do you say when you speak out of turn , b30mgyv ? "

he knows what he needs to say , but 𝘨𝘰𝘥 , does he not want to . he grits his teeth and sends a glare tyvn's way as a sign of defiance . t43hyvn must not've liked that , because he's now using both hands to claw at gyv's exposed belly .

" fuck , i - i'm sorry , i'm sorry -- " he gasps out , body jerking every which way . t43hyvn relents and places his palm back on gyv's bulge . " who are you apologizing to ? tell me . "

b30mgyv opens his mouth to answer , say " 𝘺𝘰𝘶 , 𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 , " but he doesn't get the chance because tyvn's squeezing his dick 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 .

he doesn't mean for it to slip out . he doesn't even know why his brain went to that , but the sudden move has him choking out a garbled mess of " hyung , t43hyvnie - hyung . " he snaps his mouth shut the moment he processes what he said , but it definitely didn't go unnoticed .

" oh ? am i your hyung now ? " t43hyvn asks , and although gyv can hear the teasing lilt in his voice , he can also hear how hard he's breathing . he's not nearly as put together as he seems .

b30mgyv tries to shake his head no , but he's almost entirely supported by his cheek against the wall , so moving is near impossible . he settles on using his fingers to push against t43hyvn's stomach .

tyvn reaches between them and grabs ahold of b30mgyv's bound wrists . " keep still , " he huffs , then slips his other hand into gyv's pants .

he wastes no time in finding the waistband of his boxers and pushing past that , too . its only then that gyv realizes he's actually gonna 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩 him , not just rut against him like last time .

a small wave of panic travels through his body . " w - wait , " he stutters out , eyes frantically darting around . he feels tyvn falter before he leans forward further and presses a delicate kiss to the shell of his ear . " relax . you can let me jerk you off , can't you ?

be a good boy for me , b30mgyv - ah . "

the words have a dizzying effect on him . his breath catches in his throat and he nods shakily . he feels ashamed of this side of him -- so malleable and easy to manipulate , it's alarming .

he should still be fighting back , not drooling and weak in the knees .

" there you go . now stop fucking moving , okay ? " t43hyvn's words carry an almost threatening tone , one that sends shivers down gyv's spine despite the hot weather .

he tries his best to still himself , but his legs can't comply . they tremble and twitch with every stroke on his dick .

b30mgyv gasps when he feels t43hyvn's lips on an exposed part of his neck . he's surprisingly gentle with his kisses , a stark contrast to his usual demeanor . the signs of affection rile gyv up more than he'd like to admit , and they manage to rid him of his lingering anxiety .

he doesn't think he should be enjoying this as much as he is . it hasn't been long since tyvn started touching him , but he already feels close . his breathy whines climb in volume the more t43hyvn moves -- he hates hearing himself like this .

when b30mgyv finally cums , it's without warning , and he spills into tyvn's hand with a moan . he feels his tense muscles relax , and his face slides a few centimeters down the wall , no doubt leaving scratches along his face .

his breathing slows , only to pick up again when he realizes t43hyvn isn't stopping . he keeps jerking him , as if he hadn't cum at all . the panic from earlier returns as he feels the pain of overstimulation wash over his body .

" f - fuck , stop , stop -- ! " he cries out through broken whimpers . tears well to his eyes and cling to his lashes ; it's too much , all of it , but t43hyvn doesn't show any mercy . gyv can hear him panting in his ear . surely he's tired by now . hasn't he had enough of him ?

b30mgyv tries to wiggle away , but his orgasm left him trembling and weak . any attempt at moving was quickly shut down by a harsh shove against his back . he chews his lip and takes deep , shuddering breaths .

he knows tyvn wants him to lose his composure , so he tries to keep it together . he does well until a stray tear rolls down his cheek , and then he lets go , and pitiful weep escaping his throat .

his legs are barely holding him up anymore , quivering so intensely t43hyvn has to wrap his arm across his chest to keep him up . " shh , " he coos , but it's not comforting in the slightest .

" can you cum again ? " tyvn asks , and gyv wails and shakes his head . " you can do it . you don't have a choice . "

despite his belief that he definitely 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 , he feels the familiar tug in his stomach . he registers with a gasp that he really is about to cum again , even if his body is screaming at him to stop and give his muscles a break .

he squeezes his eyes shut tight and orgasms for a second time . he keeps his mouth shut tight , but muffled sobs still reach t43hyvn ears . a wave of relief washes over him when tyvn finally releases him and he can take a breather . his head hurts .

gyv can barely protest when tyvn maneuvers him to his knees and stands in front of him . he takes his own dick out , hard and flushed a deep red .

he doesn't open his mouth on his own , so t43hyvn grabs him my the jaw and pries it open , effectively digging his fingers into the spots rubbed raw from stone .

b30mgyv winces and squirms , but doesn't resist . there's not much he can do anymore except for take it like t43hyvn wants him to . he finds he isn't too mad about it .

it doesn't take but a few rough strokes for t43hyvn to tense and cum over gyv's face with a sound so pretty , it makes b30mgyv's eyelashes flutter . so he can sound like that , too ? he makes a mental note of this as strings of liquid land across his features .

he physically recoils when he tastes it in his mouth . pulling away from t43hyvn's now - weakened grip , he turns his head and spits on the concrete floor . " eugh , " he says with a grimace , his voice raspy and not all there .

t43hyvn grabs onto one of b30mgyv arms and hoists him up . gyv manages to stand for all of two seconds before his knees are buckling and he's falling back against the wall . tyvn curses and reaches behind gyv to undo the belt around his wrists .

once he's released , b30mgyv's able to steady himself with hands on t43hyvn's shoulders . " be careful , " the younger mumbles with a knit brow . gyv scoffs and lets his head fall back against the wall . " fuck off . "

they stand there for a bit , t43hyvn rubbing b30mgyv's back and b30mgyv playing with the collar of t43hyvn's shirt . they need to catch their breath and come down from their high , but the suffocatingly warm air is making it hard . gyv still feels like he could pass out .

once t43hyvn thinks gyv's steady enough , he leans him against the wall and makes quick work of his pants , tucking him back in and buttoning him up . he does the same for himself , then goes to retrieve their blazers . he hands b30mgyv his with an unreadable expression .

" thanks , " b30mgyv croaks out , and they both laugh at the way his voice sounds . " fuck , never do that again , please , " he continues , but his complaints are only half - serious , if at all . whether that's just because he's still in his post - orgasm haze , he's not sure .

" sorry , " t43hyvn murmurs with a softly , sounding not at all sorry . he buries his nose in gyv's neck and gives him a small peck . b30mgyv hums and cards his fingers through tyvn's locks .

they eventually find themselves on the ground , t43hyvn in b30mgyv's lap , cuddling in the summer heat . they're sweaty and uncomfortably warm , but that's nothing new , so they make no move to break apart .

neither of them say a word . they can talk later , b30mgyv decides ; he's tired and his brain is fried and all he wants to do is hug this absolute dickhead of a boy until his jumbled feelings are conveyed .

he doesn't like him , but he doesn't really 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 him either , and that's as good a start as any .