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This is me. My real name is Dave. Sorry, I& #39;ve never been able to smile.
The honest truth is, I& #39;ve been bullied, ridiculed, and humiliated my entire life. From my earliest grade school memories to now. It& #39;s always hurt me deeply enough that I can& #39;t describe it in words. I could only just tolerate it with heavy depression when it was 4chan.
But Kiwi Farms has made the harassment orders of magnitude worse. It& #39;s escalated from attacking me for being autistic, to attacking and doxing my friends, and trying to suicide bait another, just to get a reaction from me. I lost one of my best friends to this. I feel responsible
I can& #39;t handle this anymore. I have tried everything. I have taken every medication available. I have tried multiple therapists. I have tried closing myself off from the world. It doesn& #39;t help at all. Every night I am filled with panic attacks and dread and worry.
I have tried changing in every way possible as they wanted me to in order to get this to stop, but it just never does. Every few months, it& #39;s something new. A new dox, a new thread, a new tangent. It& #39;s too much to bear any longer.
I& #39;ve always tried my best to be kind and helpful to everyone. And I didn& #39;t do anything wrong other than be weird online. Maybe a bit too passionate at times. Their horrific claims are entirely baseless. Still, if I& #39;ve hurt or upset anyone, I& #39;m really sorry for that.
The internet is not a game. It& #39;s real life. I& #39;m a real person. This stuff really hurts. I poured my entire life into this. I have no real-life friends, I have no other reason for being. Only this. And now I have nothing.
It& #39;s too late for me, but I pray that someone, at some point, will do something about that website. There& #39;s too many people suffering, and no one seems to care because we are relative nobodies online, and they know that. Evil triumphs when good men do nothing.
Please don& #39;t remember me for this. Remember me for what I& #39;ve done. For my work and dedication. Thank you all so much for your kindness and support over the years. I& #39;m very sorry, but know that I love you all very much. Here& #39;s hoping there& #39;s something better awaiting.
Please don& #39;t hate me for this. As much as I know it will cause some of you to suffer, please understand I was suffering far more. I& #39;m sure some will try to play this off as my fault. But it& #39;s not. They didn& #39;t have to do this and they could have stopped any time, but chose not to.
I would have kept going if Joshua Moon had shown me just the tiniest bit of compassion. But he chose not to. That& #39;s not on me, that& #39;s on him. That& #39;s on every last person who pushed me to this point and didn& #39;t let up. I never deserved any of this.
Thank you all so much for the kind messages. Please take care of yourselves. I love you all very much. Thank you for all your support over the years. It& #39;s been such an honor. I& #39;ll miss you all so much, but at least I can finally be at peace.
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