im trying to get better at saying i’m not okay, i haven’t been okay for a few weeks now, and i probably won’t be for a few more, but i’m really trying to push through

will be taking time off stream officially, i don’t enjoy streaming any of the games i’m playing and i really wanna get into more horror but need time to figure out what that means, this doesn’t include indigitek tho, wanna use that space to do a sims 4 series https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="Weißes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Weißes Herz">

i also think i need to step back and learn how to minimise how much energy i take from other people and telling them if it’s too much, i need to stop being everyone’s therapist when i have my own because i can’t even handle my own life right now

i spend too much time giving myself anxiety over taking in too much because i don’t wanna tell others it’s a lot for me and this leads me into spiralling like i am right now lmfao

TW anxiety, depression, eating disorders

at the end of the day i have my own struggles, i have anxiety, i have depression, i have an eating disorder, i can’t work on these things if i’m putting myself in triggering situations like i constantly do by not setting boundaries

i’m also just using this thread as a way to remind myself that i’m allowed to say no, i’m allowed to step back, i’m allowed to put myself first