~ •° reasons im staying alive °• ~

. . a thread . .

[ open me ]
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1. to dance in the rain, to get cold and soaked but happy

2. to sing my heart out like no one is watching me

3. so i can live long enough to get top surgery

4. to get to own and take care of rats (sounds weird but ive wanted one for a long time)

5. to watch the sunsets every night

6. to wake up early to watch the sunrise

7. to someday build up the courage to do karaoke

8. to see my boyfriend smile, in person

9. to say that i made it

10. to finally fly out to see him

11. to live the life I've always wanted

12. to write all the songs i hear in my head

13. to dye my hair every color there is

14. to see my dogs' silly faces every day

15. to have those moments where i feel breathless, carefree, like nothing will ever stop me

17. to go out into the middle of nowhere with a bunch of friends and have the time of my life, blasting music so loud our ears start to ring

18. to go all the places i want to go

19. to hold my boyfriend's hand for the first time and every time after that

20. to make it to every new year i can

21. to hit a year self harm free

22. to tell my moots good morning every day

23. to make all the art i can

24. to finally make an impact on the world for the better

25. to see the day where everyone can love whoever and be whoever

26. to see my little sisters graduate

27. to spoil my boyfriend every chance i get

28. to finally reach the day i don't have to sleep with my retainers in

im gonna be honest. not all of these were easy to think of, and a lot took some thinking to put down. but i think it was worth it. ill probably add to this later, but for now ill be stopping here. please add your own reasons in the replies, id love to read them and ill add them..

..to the list as well. i love you all so much. whenever you need to, please take a look at this thread and i hope that it helps you. please be safe and take care.

- Raven