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so this is gonna be a thread about @/hiyorwii and how he emotionally abused me in the span of about a year or so, once itās complete please spread this so people will finally stop supporting him
slurs - he has said the n word multiple times, never mentioning being black in the past and even asking me if he could say it when the whole n word pass joke thing was still like a thing i guess. he only recently claimed he was half black and iām unsure if this is true or not
ignoring - i donāt have screenshots of this because he deleted our server but i have really bad abandonment problems and possibly bpd (i have a lot of signs of it) and he would ignore me whenever i would vent really badly or were having breakdowns over thinking he hated me
spending time with others - this is more about him ignoring me for hours on end for other people when we were dating, iām fine with him having friends but at the time he was my fp and this effected my mental health really badly
i ended up hating a lot of his friends because of my paranoia of him cheating on me or liking them more than me, and when he broke up with me he actually confessed to liking one of said friends for a while so that made me feel terrible
he also sorta refused to actually break up with me for like nearly a week??? yet said we were on a ābreakā and refused to talk to me at all
guilt tripping (sorta??) - i tried to break up with him multiple times cause i knew the relationship was going down hill but every time i tried he would guilt trip me into not doing so and even said that my mental state would be worse without out him
not allowing me to say words like idiot, stupid, etc - i donāt know if this is that much of a problem but he would put a word filter in our server and wouldnāt let me say those words cause i would call myself them while venting a lot and it got to the point where i didnāt even-
want to vent anymore because i would usually get a warning every time (proof of the warning even though iām not in the server we had anymore)
abusive roleplays - he would always pressure me into doing abusive roleplays a lot (specifically pregame saiouma quite frequently, which is why its a trigger for me now) once again iām not in our server anymore with the rp channels but i may be able to find art and conversations-
referencing it if i look hard enough
hereās a drawing i did based off it and some screenshots, one of him referencing the first rp we did and one of me ranting about some of what he did sorry if i sound annoying or rude i was upset at the time (also like two screenshots include another drawing referencing the rps)
also about the whole horny/nsfw thing i was not asexual at the time and he was but sorta seemed okay with talking about my sexual feelings and such??? he even had a channel for it in our server and when i expressed wanting to delete it at one point he removed all my admin rights-
yet later on he got mad at me for expressing sexual things in that said channel, and finally deleted it after me asking him to
also please note i was 13-14 back then and didnāt know anything about consent laws and didnāt realize minors couldnāt consent to other minors-
also please note i was 13-14 back then and didnāt know anything about consent laws and didnāt realize minors couldnāt consent to other minors-
and iām deeply sorry about how i acted towards him then, he has the right to be upset about that
just please know that iām more educated now and realize that itās extremely wrong to sexualize other minors
just please know that iām more educated now and realize that itās extremely wrong to sexualize other minors
possible cheating??? - so in my bfs old server there was a confessions channel where people could submit anonymous or public confessions and i wasnāt in the server for a while but toast was and someone posted this confession and he expressed interest in wanting to meet them
a bit later i joined the server and toast got anxious and told me not to check back in the confessions channel cause he knew what he was doing was wrong. soon after the same person posted this confession after learning we were dating. only after i joined.
// tw for sexual assault
yeah and thereās also this, the song he sent me was ummm strawberry shortcake (i think?) by melanie martinez
but yeah for context i would get sexually assaulted at school a lot and iām physically very weak so all i could do was confide in him about it
yeah and thereās also this, the song he sent me was ummm strawberry shortcake (i think?) by melanie martinez
but yeah for context i would get sexually assaulted at school a lot and iām physically very weak so all i could do was confide in him about it
the screenshots pretty much explain it all but yeah him and another friend of his would send screenshots implying a lot of gross things happening in an rp and this also happened during the time we were dating i was uncomfortable with it but he got mad at me for setting boundaries
but yeah thatās all i can recall at the moment if i remember anything else iāll add onto this but please if you support, are mutuals with, or are friends with @/hiyorwii hardblock me, heās genuinely traumatized me and i still have nightmares about him itās genuinely that bad.
