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I deserve to be present for my life
I deserve to build a comprehensive set of various healthy coping skills, not just depending on one all the time
My career as a poet & my growth as a spiritualist both require a higher level of stamina & focus right now than chronic smoking allows for
If I return to it, I will be experiencing more amplified effects & benefits because I allowed my tolerance to get more regulated
It will be easier to manage my trauma flashbacks & understand the mechanisms of my personality disorder
I will have more capacity to interact with & love on my friends than I had when I was smoking chronically
Non-familial & intranquil spirits will have a harder time disturbing or distracting me
I miss learning & absorbing new information.
I miss making myself organically happy & being able to laugh while sober.
I miss making myself organically happy & being able to laugh while sober.
Gratitude will be easier to fall into & swim in.
I can’t be a good gardener, artist, or poet if I’m high all the time. Even if I can, those things are less important than being present & capable of relying on myself.
In order to get back into theatre, I will need to be present. Actually, the more I think about it the more I realize all of my art forms require me to be present & sober to offer them to myself as a student & artist at my very best.
A break will cultivate Less paranoia & more respect for the plant
It will prove that I can commit to myself & my future. That I deserve a full, robust sober life.
I want my ancestors to trust that I can handle the responsibility of abundance more. I want to trust that I am in contact with the correct ancestors & that I am free to open myself up to loving them as my family.
I want to be able to love my spirits & my people while sober.
I want to be able to love my spirits & my people while sober.
