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HOLY. SHIT. FINALLY GOT AROUND TO READING THIS AFTER WEEKS AND. THIS IS GENUINELY THE MOST EMOTIONAL DAMAGE A FIC HAS EVER INFLICTED UPON ME(in a good(?) way). U BETTER WATCH OUT MCCALL BC I’M ABOUT TO WRITE A WHOLE MF THREAD REVEIW UNDER THIS QRT!!!! https://twitter.com/knotoday/status/1373100668353835012">https://twitter.com/knotoday/...
First of all: the pain is truly emphasized by how you only gave us the barest hints of indulgence. Even in the dream, it was slightly fumbled and uncomfortable and they forgot things. The wave of sick depression when Namjοοn woke up was SO realistic—I felt it like it was ME.
Also I love how after every little spat they immediately apologized??? Like. The self-awareness and willingness to acknowledge conflict really shows how grown-up they are???(and how well they communicate—which drives home the PAIN because FUCK there’s so much potential)
Tbh it’s sad bc it’s bts and we all have so many feelings about our boys that it hurts to think their relationships could devolve into something so resentful and the way you portrayed that—UGHUGHHHUH.
And boy oh boy does Namjοοn’s guilt STING. Bc like. Being a socially awkward loser plagued with self doubt, myself, it’s easy to understand how anxiety and false judgement could lead to all these wrong decisions at the wrong time?? Until it feels like ur life is completely +
derailed and there’s not much you can do about it and nothing to blame other than your own cowardice??? Ugh. Idk. You just really struck each and every perfect nerve to get that exact feeling across and MAN it HURTSSS
Second of all: HOTTTTTTT
When jk asked for a baby in nj’s fantasy I nearly busted a blood vessel. Also I discovered that “revenge horny” is a thing after they had their first lil spat and nj made Yeona get loud—perhaps it’s my over-relatability to nj’s poor +
When jk asked for a baby in nj’s fantasy I nearly busted a blood vessel. Also I discovered that “revenge horny” is a thing after they had their first lil spat and nj made Yeona get loud—perhaps it’s my over-relatability to nj’s poor +
anxiety-ridden decision making skills but it made me lowkey upset when jk was trying to egg him on skfhffjgjh but damn I wanted to cry for jk at the end. Both of them tbh. I hope ur proud, I’m going to be VERY sad for a LONG time now.
(Also sjdhfh idk if u know but this is dewie btw, had to change my name to something that wasn’t close to my irl name dhfjdj)
Anyway I’m VERY tired bc I forewent sleep to finish this fic and also just generally so flabbergasted by it that idek if this thread has been coherent at all but the point is: THIS WAS FUCKING AMAZING AND I’M IN SO MUCH AGONY.
Might come back later to yell @ u some more bc I REALLY need u to know how good this is
