i absolutely give my all in every relationship + even with strangers like i always try to make everyone involved and know that they are loved and cared for, even if im dying myself, bc i know what it feels like to be the loner + i know the pain of always being forgotten/put aside

im rly so fkn done with giving people my all and showing up for them every time only to have them ignore me when cooler people r around; i put so much energy into loving people-often when i dont even have the energy to love myself-and all people do is use and abuse me

"we accept the love we think we deserve" is not a quote i have thought of in many, many years but it came to mind while i was writing this....hmmmm....

this thread is absolutely a subtwt sry not sry