I remember this so vividly. I saw a video of corey making a tiktok with a fan at i think it was at vidcon and I always said, I& #39;m going to meet him one day and give him the biggest hug and make funny tiktoks with him and tell him how much he makes me laugh and smile every day.

and then last year happened and it crushed me so bad. I was in shock and I still am like I dont feel emotion toward his passing because I can& #39;t realize it really happened if that makes sense. like it& #39;s one year later and I& #39;m still in that there& #39;s no way stage. +

though I can& #39;t pour out much emotion right now, I always have those moments where I look at videos of him and I do realize he isn& #39;t here then I start crying a lot and I realize we did lose someone very special.

the last thing I want to say because I& #39;m starting to cry is happy birthday corey. thank you for spreading your positivity and helping us understand that we can accomplish anything. sky is the limit and you really taught me that. I miss you everyday and I love you so much https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥳" title="Partying face" aria-label="Emoji: Partying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">

I& #39;m going to close this thread with this video that makes me laugh so bad I swear I get abs from watching omg it& #39;s too funnyyy,, I find it so funny bc of the context of him having to air dry off and also the way he fans at the beginning of the dance omg https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> he ate though!!!