why i hate being an introvert
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~a thread~

i feel left out when im with a group of ppl lmao

smol grp of friends who have other friends (im very possesive which is very toxic)

i get jeallous easily (this is random and unrelated but im still putting this)

i can't start a convo with ppl

im very socially awkward

i don't like physical touch from ppl except from my fam and significant other (who doesnt exist)

its hard for me to express my feelings especially in personal

have good combacks but stutters

i said it already but im saying it again...... im very awkward

i can't make frens easily and im very scared that my friends might leave me alone

i have a love-hate relationship with being alone

idk how to put my ideas in words nor in actions so i just imagine it

i have been daydreaming since i was a child which is unhealthy sometimes (?)

i am stuck in my own fictional world aka my imagination

i have a lot of negative thoughts in my head which wont stop

i want more friends but idk how

and if i have friends they either have to work hard for us to be close cus im a very personal person or we just wont talk anymore cus i cant open up or smthn else

so apparently this went from "why i hate being an introvert" to "things that is wrong abt my personality and ego"
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~end of thread~ xx