I don& #39;t even effing know why I keep caring. I really need to stop because holy fcking sht this is too much

I don& #39;t even what to write anything negative, thinking it might affect how things are, now that it& #39;s going well. But darn it, I can& #39;t just always let things pass and just let them go because I& #39;m human, too and hopefully not fckd up yet

Everything I do is just effing wrong. I don& #39;t even know why I keep making an effort by taking initiative or being mindful or trying to be responsible. I& #39;m just so fckng done.

I feel a bit better after this thread. Apologies to those who are not used to me doing random threads like this.