Day 287 since you gave this to me, it symbolize the whole you, it symbolize everything about you. Even though accepting is hard for the both of us, it's a lesson worth to learn. You have me always as I promise yet putting barrier between us might help you--- us. +++

+++ this might be a regret for me but not a wrong decision. We don't have to chase the world in these young years because i am inlove and obsessed to reach that "someday" for us. Someday if God will let us, or you will wait for "us".

You will never hear me saying goodbye and thank you not unless you are already with someone else, but no, im still hoping for you to wait until i carry my passion. I am hoping for your full support in terms of pursuing ministry as what i dreamed of since i was little.

This thread is my unsaid feelings and will remain unsaid and unheard until day will come you build openness in your heart. Iloveyousomuch my man if you only knew how burden it is for me. I promise God will lend you happy life and stability to all your needs.