I'm walking away from social media today and I am going to be very honest with why that is. Take the piss and you will be on instant block, I am not fucking around.

I feel like the appointment of an "opposition" to the Nazi government we have that has already used austerity

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as a means of murdering 130,000 sick/ disabled people, states I can expect nothing better or more hopeful from my future and indeed, it's probably going to get worse.

I don't feel like the woman who sourced a rented house in spite of no references or deposit, in 2 days flat

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I don't feel like the woman who crowd funded a wheelchair in 4 days . I don't feel like the woman who forced my kids school dinners to be fit for their growth. I don't feel like the woman who forced myself round a muddy field in pain all day Saturday for the love of the kids

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or the one who wrote out her suppliments for the doctor and found it came to 27 lines of handwriting (all but one, which was a gift, I am paying for). I don't feel like I have any fight left in me actually.

ME hurts, it's frustrating, upsetting and cruel. But sometimes

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people have got better. Or at the very least raised their children out of their own poverty.

To do that, during the last 10 years, since my government declared a campaign on my fellow patients through the use of fake science, is hard enough.

To do that through cut on cut,

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and through and all out assault on travelling life, and through pain, with no resources, and having to come up with unique solutions time and again to meet even the most basic need- food, housing, medical aids... It's a lot

It's a lot when a better world is possible.

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A change of government has throughout been the one hope of ending the oppression. I've watched Tory policy claim victim after victim around me, and seen every ladder out of rock-bottom kicked away, but there's ever been that possibility, that they could be stopped. AKA Hope

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This weekend Starmer was extremely clear he doesn't care for hope. He's bringing in a team to ensure that hope is dead. They will champion child poverty by turning their backs on the poor and be more austere than the incumbent scum, while taking away any means of objection

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I'm at the point I cannot manufacture any enthusiasm for being alive. Why bother. It's cruel and it's dark, everything is a fight, my country hates me on so many levels and I might as well fucking die.

That's how I feel about it all.

I don't matter. I am beneath human.

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So yeah... I won't be in today.

Got soul searching to do about why actually bother & if/ how anything might be salvaged now.

Can't even fuck off abroad, the bastards removed my automatic rights to settle within the majority of my continent.

Pass. I have no answers.

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