I agree 1000% and try to shut up n listen. I was constantly told from a young age that I was the promising Black hope of the future cuz everyone basically wanted me to be K*m*l* H*rr*s but I realize now that I actually have no place as a mvmt leader cuz I& #39;m a liberal wet dream https://twitter.com/KhayaDaHome/status/1391565767011758081">https://twitter.com/KhayaDaHo...

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I feel my role is mostly to wake up my peer group n the elder class above us. But at the same time I want this convo to be had more openly cuz I really sometimes feel s**c*d*l feeling like there& #39;s no place for me amongst my own ppl n like, some of us do get it

Like I really want other Black ppl to tell me, as a suburban Black person who has become heavily radicalized and sees 100% what all the class and respectability issues are, what do y& #39;all want me to do? Cuz the way y& #39;all tweet it really feels like the answer is k*ll myself

at the same time I realize that& #39;s no one else& #39;s work to do but my own. I read that Black Suburbanite book or whatever and it was basically like "you& #39;ll never win" and it was both liberating and terrifying. Even in this thread I& #39;m probably projecting the fragility Khaya mentioned