before everything else, i want you all to know that i know just how harmful and disgusting my actions were. i won’t defend myself here nor make up excuses, i just want to take accountability for everything and apologize.

i’m not asking for forgiveness from anyone, i know that my actions are irredeemable. i just want to come forward about all of this.

when they revealed their age and i set a boundary that i won’t be suggestive w them bc they are underage but i broke it. i know that as a responsible adult i shoudlve probably just blocked or stopped interacting w them, but i coudlnt do this bc they were my friend.

i know this is not an excuse for my actions and things i said to them including “if we will be talking in 2 years we can try something”. i do understand the weight and harm of this phrase now but i genuinely did not understand it at the time.

i didn’t think about this at the moment, but now i know just how terrible my actions towards chandler were. only after someone i know pointed it out, it hit me that this sounds extremely predatory and wrong.

i know i have disappointed everyone and i’m sorry for everything.

in any case, i take full responsibility for my actions and words. i understand how harmful my actions to other people, but most importantly chandler. they blocked me everywhere and i doubt they will be reading this but i just want to say sorry.

i apologize for everything and i really mean it. i know you probably are sick of hearing this but i shoudlve known better, i’m sorry for not acting like a proper adult. i’m sorry for all the harm i’ve caused you. you don’t have to forgive me.

i’m not expecting you to answer, all i want is for you to know that i’m truly sorry.

and i’m sorry to everyone who i made uncomfortable at any point by my words, actions or tweets. i do understand the extent of my actions and all of the negative impact, i’m very sorry.

@evelynnsboobs @whal3r