the trauma of not Being able to sleep when i was younger bc of my cousins and their "jokes" they made on me. like i had to either cry myself to sleep or not sleep at all since i couldn't sleep in peace from the "jokes" . later when they changed i still had the trauma

i tried talking to them but i just couldn't. i forgive a lot of people but my cousin is something i will never never forget them for.. i made this tweet just to vent so no funny comments here. the fact that i even could had ended my life is terrific. i can't really talk to them

but i wish i could just to ask them why. why did they make me suffer so much but i don't and will never ask them that bc i just simply don't care that much now and i have better thing to do . thank you for reading this thread even though you didn't have to. this was just venting