It& #39;s such a drag how every time I think things are looking up, I fall right back down. Everything is always on me. The pressure & anxiety are getting to be too much.

And I know it& #39;s not me. I work really hard, and do a damn good job at it. It& #39;s like I& #39;m being taken advantage of.

I hate how people just take my help for granted. How others can just sit around and watch me do everything while staring at a screen all day, and not even feel remotely guilty.

…How anyone can think it& #39;s okay to live with someone else and just mooch off of them the entire time.

I think I& #39;m just meant to be cursed like this. It& #39;s starting to feel like this reality for me is intentional and inevitable. I& #39;m starting to really want to just live alone.