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it& #39;s not easy to find the perfect words to express how chan makes me feel, but i tried :)

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the first thing i want to say is that i feel lucky to be alive thanks to him. i feel honored to watch him grow as an artist and as a person, i feel lucky to witness the life of such a multitalented person: he writes, produces, sings, dances, raps but he also is a great leader. i-
won& #39;t write about his music here, because he made skz& #39;s entire discography, i don& #39;t have the place to write about it but know that stray kids& #39; music is the first reason i became a stay. what i will write about is how inspiring he is. we know about his journey until his debut-
we know how much hardworking he is, we know about his sleepless nights to finish a track, his days of practice to perfect a routine.. he gives his best because he is passionate about what he does, so he never gave up. and now he is with us today. when i have some doubts about my-
future, i tell myself that there is no point in hurrying up into a future if i ruin my present, i tell mysef that things will come when it& #39;s time and that i can& #39;t give up, thinking about chan being a trainee for years. in the end, he found his place, and it& #39;s not because it-
took some time that he is less valuable. it& #39;s the opposite, his journey is a proof that perseverance will pay off. he motivates me every single day to wake up, and to go through the day, even if it& #39;s a dark one.

talking about dark days, he said that :
i know it can seem obvious, but for people like me, we sometimes need to be reminded that it& #39;s okay to not be okay all the time. and that won& #39;t mean that you will forever be not okay. when he talks about being depressed and having struggles, he -
always chooses his words to not minimise or invalidate someone& #39;s feelings, he makes us feel heard, understood and at least doesn& #39;t show the jugdement we can feel from society or our peers. when he talks, he listens first to give the answer that will make you feel less trapped -
we know he and the kids went through so much, life can be rough he faced dark times too but he does not let that define himself, he showed and told us he was stronger than that, that we can be too. he reminds us that we can take back control of our life and thoughts. i love him -
because he respects our feelings, he does his best to educate people around him, to educate himself, to share kindness and support. he gives so much love and sweetness around him, i don& #39;t know if one day we will be able to give him as much.

and he doesn& #39;t have to do that, but-
he is a good person so he does it, he is good, kind, respectul, he is aware of what& #39;s happening around him and does his best to help. like when he talks about the meaning of "stray kids" : makes the impossible possible, he has so much faith in us, it& #39;s -
a real motivation, because i don& #39;t want to waste the energy he puts into believing in us. and he also believes into the kids (by the way my heart melts every time he calls them like that), he is there #1 supporter, it& #39;s so endearing. he makes sure that we-
and the members are happy and healty, he uplifts our spirits and takes time every week for us, no matter how much tired he is. he also shows the same kindness for the staff, for his "competitors" on kd, he always is at the back of skz to look over them...
i love him because he makes me feel "love" "safety" and "comfort", these emotions are what i can& #39;t find in myself cause i& #39;m too harsh to allow me this sweetness, but coming from him, i take it as a chance, and a gift from life. being able tl
o witness someone as kind as him makes
me love life. i learn how to be a better person for people and most importantly for myself thanks to him.

i love him also because he is gifted. he can do everything, and he can convey so much emotions with his voice, not only his lyrics, melodies but his tone is our safe place-
i am not smart enough to describe his voice with the right words, but when i hear him, i just only focus on his voice and what he wants us to feel. take i& #39;ll be your man by instance, see how he remade the song (3RACHA kings) and how impactful it was -
the more you listen to ibym, to more you get emotional. it& #39;s addictive, the same way we are addicted with the "soft & fluffy" comfort/feelings he gives us.

but he isn& #39;t just soft and sweet, he is also strong, and powerful : for his hardwork, for speaking his mind, and on stage-
he really catches ur eyes, it& #39;s like playling with our hearts is a game, but i won& #39;t be mad at him, he can do that forever hihi, it just amazes me how he can be all confident and charismatic on stage, and shy outside, like with the chan& #39;s rooms. but in-
the end, like every member of skz, i know he is genuine with us, he said it himself, and i& #39;m so grateful because he truts us enough to be free with us, which makes me feel part of something greater than me, the "greater" being chan& #39;s happiness
time out : okay i& #39;m confused, idk if this thread is about how he makes me feel or what i love about him, but in both cases it& #39;s hard to find the perfect words to describe the feelings only him makes me feel

again it& #39;s cheesy but i& #39;m not the poet here
it& #39;s hard to explain without sharing too much but i& #39;ll say that during this vlive he said the words that stopped me more than once, I think I know these words by heart, I& #39;m not posting this part cause I don& #39;t want to trigger anyone, but if u know, u know
and i know that i& #39;m not the only who is grateful like that, you are and skz are. people aren& #39;t grateful for your existence for no reason. i hope he knows it but don& #39;t feel any pressure, we just love him the way he is, that& #39;s why he is perfect
i love everything about him, from what he gives us, to the way he makes me feel, i love his dimples and how his eyes smiles too when he smiles, i love his fluffy natural hair, i love when he makes little noises or little claps because he is excited, i love his australian accents-
i love how he can get shy and hides behind his hand, despite being a real flirt on bubble, i love how he makes us all feel included by taking into concerns our singularities, i love how he moved his bubble pfp and dropped dozens of selcas to surprise us, i love how he gets super-
excited when he talks about music programms and producing, how he gets cheesy for pick up lines, i could talk for hours about him, the kids and our bond...

i love him because i feel happy, safe, supported, loved, comforted, trusted and worthy thanks to him

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