i don't have to keep your lies hidden for you @conspiracyche & since you feel it's ok to protect satan worshippers who tried killing me & lie about me & destroy my book i'm not going to keep them hidden, i'm going to expose them. you had 2 years to be a decent person, time is up.

i told your entire town 30 years ago this summer earth is flat. so you've known the 3 decades and now you call yourself a "biblical earther." you are a fraud.

"geg" told me this man wrote this great song for you then committed suicide. is that true @conspiracyche? & did you want me to kill myself too after breaking my heart twice 28 years apart & the 2nd time, by changing your name to do it

why did you flirt with me @conspiracyche then ditch me in the woods? i know why. because you had a
boy waiting for you on the boat. my fake friend. and when i walked back to the boat to get more beer i caught you on top of him. you didn't want me telling your boyfriend or parents

that you were a lying cheating scoundrel so you chased me and talked to me all night to win me over. and when you weren't sure you'd done it you told me you were going to marry me one day, didn't you?

and when i was still sad about you and everyone else found out, including your parents, they decided to give me lessons at dinner (with you sitting there acting as innocent as a dove) about love and that you were out of my league and i will meet the girl for me someday.

i kept your secret 30 years ago @conspiracyche. i never told anyone you were flirting w/ me & cheating on your boyfriend w/ my friend. i took your parents' lecture, & it made me feel like shit as you ate dinner & watched. i should have told your parents what you did & why i cried

so hard, it may have helped you, because you haven't changed. you still think it's ok to flirt & ditch me, 30 years later, even while you're married. then on top of that driving a wedge between @kristenhinkson & i, who is an amazing beautiful person. what lies did you tell her?

do you remember bringing God into your lie, @conspiracyche? remember telling me how you would marry me one day? if not, let me remind you. you said, "God gives us all one true love. if you don't find your one true love, come back here and i'll marry you."

and i told you not to bring God into it because he has a way of making things happen. and you said "i don't care , i'm going to marry you one day." then you got up off the pier and started dancing a little, and before running home repeating several times...

"i'm gonna marry you one day. i'm gonna marry you one day." before disappearing from my life for 28 years. do you remember @conspiracyche ? or have you conveniently forgotten?

do you realize, mocking me, or not, you're the only person to ever say they were going to marry me,ever? and do you realize you said it to God? how many other boys did you say that to, @conspiracyche? just how deviant are you? how often have you hurt boys and used God to do it?

also, might i may add, the reason i cried so hard at only age 16 had almost nothing to do with you, you egomaniac. you were just the straw that broke my back that day. so stop flattering yourself.

i already had a gf who cheated on me all the time. you know her personally...

she lives right by you. how many years have you been friends? next time you see her ask her about the handwritten list she used to keep of the boys she cheated on me w/, including jay hilgenberg of the chicago bears. she also wrote what "base" w/ details she let each boy reach...

she loved hurting me. she loved it. narcissists love hurting empaths, you obviously like hurting people too @conspiracyche. she loved it until i was with her very close friend and she got a taste of her own medicine. then she dumped me & made me look like the cheating scoundrel.

but neither you nor her are the real reason why i cried and broke down. the real reason had to do with my home life which was a nightmare. my drunk mother locked me out all the time and i was sleeping all over town including rooftops and unlocked cars. Several times i woke up...

in the cemetery covered in snow. life was horrible. my head was messed up and i needed help. and there you two spoiled bitches were, playing mind games with me and fucking with my head.

well everyone is going to know you did that @conspiracyche. everyone. they're going to know everything because you've been nothing but a game playing witch to me every time we meet. and even then i would let it go, but you think it's ok to ruin my book too, and it's not.

besides that i was most likely already in the "no touch" mkultra cia mind control program & you were part of the testing on me, weren't you? you ditched me because it was part of the plan, wasn't it? you never liked me back then, or now, you're just about hurting me, aren't you?

& i'm just getting started explaining how wicked you've been to me. there's more, much more evil you've done. isn't there @conspiracyche? i'm not actually asking you, i'm telling you, and everyone else.

now lets fast forward 5 years to the grateful dead concert at soldier field, or was it pearl jam? either way this is the last time i saw you. remember running into "geg" & i outside, w/your beau, before the show? o' you forgot? i forgot too, for 23 years, until our fb encounter.

& now i remember exactly what happened. remember your bf asking us to keep you company as he fetched drinks in the long concession line? who was that guy? do you remember giving me dirty looks & ignoring me while you & "geg" mockingly whispered to each other while staring at me?

well i remember now @conspiracyche. i remember. you weren't nice to me at all. not at all. you were ugly to me, both of you were. and for no reason. just to mock me, just for laughs, just to be ugly. don't you realize God saw this too, and everything else you've done to me?

the funny thing about all this is i had already forgotten you. so while you maybe felt uncomfortable around me i had no idea who you were. none. zero. if i had remembered you i would have asked if you remember saying you were going to marry me one day, just to try & make us laugh

but i couldn't remember you. when you & your bf left i asked "geg" who you were & he said "chirl from paw paw lake," & i said, "who?" several times. i couldn't remember. it's the truth. & i think i couldn't remember because of possible hypnosis from our mkultra friends in the cia

i think the cia hypnotized me after they had me shot. so i would forget the whole thing. so i would forget that i figured out earth was flat, so i would stop asking questions, so i would stfu. because after the shooting i had a lot of questions. a lot. & nobody would answer them

before i continue w/ this thread i want to mention my mother. because it's mother's day. my mom died 10 years ago. now she is in heaven. looking down on her son, who has written a great book which tells some of his mother's story, which was brutal. for 2 years now she has...

stared down from heaven & watched his son's book be intentionally destroyed by you @conspiracyche. if you disagree no worries, i will explain to everyone what you did to my heart & my book and lets see how everyone on fb thinks about it.

my mom knows what you did, che.

and she's very upset with you. if your son wrote a great book and some crazy women wrecked it for unknown reasons how would you feel @conspiracyche? well i'm not gonna let you ruin my book anymore. i promise you that.

i love my mother. you are disrespecting her.

& i won't let you do it anymore. she suffered too much on this shithole evil planet. she was an mkultra survivor herself. hollywood stole her baby & killed it. people have a right to know that. i have every right to write about it. & you have no right whatsoever, che, to stopme

so right now i am wishing my mother a happy mother's day. she was an incredible person. you have no idea. God bless you mom and thank you for never giving up. I love you .

this thread will resume tomorrow, God willing. goodnight