This might be a bit out of the blue but man I would love to do a vent piece about my hypochondria (health anxiety) cause it has really messed with my head to the point where if something happens that I am not used to in my body I immediately think of the worst case scenario

Like now I thought something was wrong with my bladder but like I am 21 fucking years old and I have always had a good hold so to speak? But my brain immediately tells me ”the nerves have been damaged cause you don’t feel the need to go!”

Yes this is very tmi and you don’t have to read this if it’s too much but yeah both 2020 and now 2021 has been super tough on me. Not cause of covid but cause of my own brain and it’s hypochondria that I developed cause of my short lasting ED (had it for half of 2020)

I mostly made this thread for myself to tell my fucker of a brain that there most likely is nothing wrong with me, this kind of stuff happens to people who’ve been in accidents that caused injuries to their spines, pelvis etc and old people! So shut up brain I hate you and

I just want to live my life in peace like a normal 21 year old and not worry about every disorder and illness under the sun like I am in my 60s https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥲" title="Smiling face with tear" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with tear">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😫" title="Müdes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Müdes Gesicht">