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A thread of my depressive thoughts this morning 
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I think it& #39;s funny that a lot of my friends from my First degree or foundation are just realising that I& #39;ve always been depressed. I didn& #39;t know it too, maybe that& #39;s why I took my dancing career so seriously in uni because whenever I danced I didn& #39;t feel anything but bliss
For each of my major depressive cycles I subconsciously pick an activity and I have hyper focus doing it, last year it was cooking and baking, this year it might be scrubbing toilet just the toilet not even the rest of the bathroom. I& #39;ve scrubbed this thing top to bottom todayhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
Still waiting to see who cares enough to invite me to Lagos and make me feature in their music video. I like how I have so many "guys" in the industry but no one gives a shit if I& #39;m ok mentally or getting paid. They only remember when it& #39;s time to beg for pr. Lol amazing
Tell me why this high functioning depression won& #39;t let me do anything once I get home but when I& #39;m at the office I go into overdrive everytime.
I haven& #39;t created content, I don& #39;t eat, I& #39;ve not cooked a decent meal in months. I HATE THIS VERSION OF MYSELFhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">
I haven& #39;t created content, I don& #39;t eat, I& #39;ve not cooked a decent meal in months. I HATE THIS VERSION OF MYSELF
I can& #39;t stand being outside my house but when I& #39;m home, I hate being home as well but staying home on my bed with my wrapper covering me while I watch series and chill inside ac is the lesser or two evils
I want more for myself, I& #39;ve cried and prayed and I don& #39;t know what& #39;s next. I just get so exhausted sometimes
Don& #39;t call me abeg, if you have my number and you are reading this thread, please don& #39;t call me except you wanna talk work stuff because I& #39;m tired of explaining that I can& #39;t switch off my brain when I& #39;m depressed but you can texthttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
Kindly unfollow and even block me if my tweets offend you, I& #39;m trying to sanitize this account and make it a safe space for me to rant because life is hurting me right now
Don& #39;t tag any mental health kini ko, I don& #39;t want therapy. I know what is wrong with me and what my triggers are, I need to be in a creative space to stay sane or at least be given an opportunity to work on these skills I& #39;ve gotten in an environment that is not toxic
You can tag someone that& #39;ll do that for me and for the 15th time I swear I& #39;m fine, this is a normal day for me, I spiral a lot, I just don& #39;t tweet it but today I want to tweet it.
Ok byeeeeeee
Ok byeeeeeee
Oh yeah one more it& #39;s a question to Emamoves, you don& #39;t exactly dance again so whyyyy is there still moves in your name Ema? And why did but buy recording equipment and you haven& #39;t written one songs since then huh? Answer now !!!!!!
Did you buy* lmao Best in English
