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felt the necessity of specifying in my bio that i ship raihan and sonia-
the worst part is that it's not a problematic ship, they're both adults and so, but i'm so scared of the fandom judging me i'm sorry
the worst part is that it's not a problematic ship, they're both adults and so, but i'm so scared of the fandom judging me i'm sorry
i don't have the prettiest experiences with some specific parts of fandoms, and i feel like people judge me whenever i post about them so i wanted to put a- warning?? on my bio so new followers know what they're going to read
this is a long rambling on main but I just needed to get that off my chest, I'm sorry
i already had something about raisonia on my bio (kbsn) but my paranoid, overthinking self thought that people could not get it at first and they would judge me when I tweeted about them
i already had something about raisonia on my bio (kbsn) but my paranoid, overthinking self thought that people could not get it at first and they would judge me when I tweeted about them
i just- i just had to deal with a lot of comments like "how can people ship [x] when clearly the canon ship is [y]" and so, and that really destroyed my self confidence i think- but i'm trying to improve, i promise !
little by little i hope
little by little i hope
it's just that i overthink too much all the time but i'm trying to build my safe space here, so i had to specify that so people know what they're going to read here 
i don't know how to end this thread so- i'm sorry for shipping raisonia i guess? idk the fandom seems to hate that ship and they make it pretty clear so I get insecure because I love that ship and I don't plan to stop talking about them because they make me happy so there's that-
i can't believe i wrote all of this when i could've said
"i'm scared of being judged but i think raihan and sonia are cute together and I will keep being annoying about them"
"i'm scared of being judged but i think raihan and sonia are cute together and I will keep being annoying about them"
i know i shouldn't be afraid of enjoying what i like because it's not even problematic??? but after constantly reading people hating on the ship, i kind of convinced myself for a while that my ship was bad haha but i'm slowly getting over those thoughts
i just needed to get this off my chest because i never really said anything about it so putting these thoughts into words is kind of relaxing - knowing that those feelings exist somewhere else out of my mind
i'm fine tho (((just paranoid but that's another story)))
i'm fine tho (((just paranoid but that's another story)))
No one:
Literally no one:
Me: (((((overthinks)))))
Literally no one:
Me: (((((overthinks)))))
mucho texto
