felt the necessity of specifying in my bio that i ship raihan and sonia-

the worst part is that it's not a problematic ship, they're both adults and so, but i'm so scared of the fandom judging me i'm sorry

i don't have the prettiest experiences with some specific parts of fandoms, and i feel like people judge me whenever i post about them so i wanted to put a- warning?? on my bio so new followers know what they're going to read

this is a long rambling on main but I just needed to get that off my chest, I'm sorry

i already had something about raisonia on my bio (kbsn) but my paranoid, overthinking self thought that people could not get it at first and they would judge me when I tweeted about them

i just- i just had to deal with a lot of comments like "how can people ship [x] when clearly the canon ship is [y]" and so, and that really destroyed my self confidence i think- but i'm trying to improve, i promise !

little by little i hope

it's just that i overthink too much all the time but i'm trying to build my safe space here, so i had to specify that so people know what they're going to read here

i don't know how to end this thread so- i'm sorry for shipping raisonia i guess? idk the fandom seems to hate that ship and they make it pretty clear so I get insecure because I love that ship and I don't plan to stop talking about them because they make me happy so there's that-

i can't believe i wrote all of this when i could've said

"i'm scared of being judged but i think raihan and sonia are cute together and I will keep being annoying about them"

i know i shouldn't be afraid of enjoying what i like because it's not even problematic??? but after constantly reading people hating on the ship, i kind of convinced myself for a while that my ship was bad haha but i'm slowly getting over those thoughts

i just needed to get this off my chest because i never really said anything about it so putting these thoughts into words is kind of relaxing - knowing that those feelings exist somewhere else out of my mind

i'm fine tho (((just paranoid but that's another story)))

No one:

Literally no one:

Me: (((((overthinks)))))

mucho texto