sometimes i feel like i bother everyone in my life

like maybe that’s why is so easy to show me how useless i am in all my relationships (applies to friendships)

if i could be less annoying, less selfish, less dumb, more funny, more pretty, more what they want me to be

and it sounds sad reading that last sentence but it has to get out of me. sometimes you just wanna feel like you fit.

everything and everyone in my life feels so fleeting. in my head its like: be me what they want you to be or else you’ll lose them. and it hurts cause i’ll have lost that person and myself in the process

i haven’t done things right lately, i haven’t been taking care of me.
just this week, i explode friday cause i couldn’t resist more.

and i don’t know what else has me this fucked up

there’s like a million typos in this thread, ugh