worse things that happened to me.

A thread;

meeting the man that I wanna be with until I die but him, leaving me for his single life.

muntikan nang ma-rape kagabi coz I was on a mental breakdown, calling my boyfriend's name again and again, my uncle taking this as an advantage to get in my pants. buti nalang dumating si jasper :)

asking myself everyday kung anong kulang at mali sakin para saktan ako ng ganito.

having artherosclerosis that could lead to heart transplant.

my grandma almost burn me alive with the gas stove because I loved a batangueño.

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my man obviously catching feelings with another girl.

having to push uncle off of me as I scream my man's name and was asking for help.

thinking suicide is the best way to be free.

scars on my wrists because of overthinking, jealousy, insecurities and shit.

longing for my man, hoping na dadamayan nya ko but i don't know him anymore. hindi na sya yung lalaking minahal ko, di na sya yung lalaking ayaw ako mawala kahit anong mangyare.

almost stab myself because of being hopeless. palagi nalang silang umaalis.

i won't end this thread, pag may mga masasamang bagay pa na nangyare, dito ko ilalagay.