#MothersDay thoughts on being an orphan, survivor& #39;s guilt,reaching your mother& #39;s age when she died. A
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Backstory: My family got into a vehicle crash that killed many passengers, including my parents & sister. Father saved my brother& #39;s life, mother saved mine. A tragedy 1/
Backstory: My family got into a vehicle crash that killed many passengers, including my parents & sister. Father saved my brother& #39;s life, mother saved mine. A tragedy 1/
I was 8 when they died.
So, I& #39;m always moody during Mother/Father& #39;s Day.
But it hit me extra hard this morning. I& #39;m turning 30 this year. Mama was 33 when she gave up her life for me!
Spent the morning in the shower crying as I realize this. I& #39;m reaching her age! 2/
So, I& #39;m always moody during Mother/Father& #39;s Day.
But it hit me extra hard this morning. I& #39;m turning 30 this year. Mama was 33 when she gave up her life for me!
Spent the morning in the shower crying as I realize this. I& #39;m reaching her age! 2/
Being the older sibling in a pair of orphans is tough. You gain the mindset and burden of parenting for your little sibling and yourself. I have that dread/hope that I did what I could to raise us as well as I could have. 3/
I& #39;m so grateful a former colleague introduced me to the term Survivor& #39;s Guilt. To help articulate my compulsion to work my butt off, to be hyper independent, to not fail, to make sure that sacrifice was worth it.
It can be a harmful mindset I& #39;m trying to untangle 4/
It can be a harmful mindset I& #39;m trying to untangle 4/
These are things I& #39;m trying to do for myself now. 5/
So for those people who have complicated thoughts and feelings about Mother& #39;s Day:
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💐" title="Blumenstrauß" aria-label="Emoji: Blumenstrauß"> You are not alone
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💐" title="Blumenstrauß" aria-label="Emoji: Blumenstrauß"> It& #39;s totally OK to have those feelings.
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