I used to believe my love life would wind up being like a romcom. Some hijinks some drama but in the end I would be happy. It turned into a horror movie instead. Now after transitioning I’m sure it’s just going to be a drama soaked tragedy of a lonely single middle aged woman. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙍🏼‍♀️" title="Stirnrunzelnde Frau (mittelheller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Stirnrunzelnde Frau (mittelheller Hautton)">

It sucks but at least I believe in the woman part. Plus I have some great friendships, & incredible people in my life. For that I’m grateful. It’s just tough coming to terms with the likelihood that I’m never going to have a SO or long term partner again in my life.

It’s weird that I’m ok with the transitioning aspect of my life. I’m happy with my progress, and with where my life is headed. It’s just really hard not being able to have someone who could give me a hug when I’m sad or let me cry in their lap while patting my head.

I know this is so incredibly stupid & small & that I’m just a whiny little bitch but whatever. I know I should just be grateful that I’m alive and happy with my transition and be satisfied with the friendships I have. I’m just greedy and whining about being lonely & single.

Just ignore me and this thread. I’m probably just being a drama queen. I’m just venting/whining & nothing I say is worth the time it takes to read it at this point. There are bigger and more important things to worry about. This is why I shouldn’t tweet when I’m depressed. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙄" title="Gesicht mit rollenden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit rollenden Augen">