Thread by @lucky_rings, hey guys.. this is a thread you should read if you give [...]

hey guys.. this is a thread you should read if you give a shit. i have a lot to say and it& #39;s one big apology and explanation but its not excuses please please read and share so more people know im sorry

im very, very sorry. i have deep trauma related to all this and it felt like the exact same thing was happening all over again. too much happened and i couldn& #39;t process everything, it was really too much for me.

usually everyone loves me and i love everyone, i never have conflicts, so im not used to handling it either. i got overwhelmed quickly with people i love suddenly hating me and not even knowing what i did wrong

i genuinely had a breakdown and a panic attack and i was NOT thinking straight. that wasnt me. i apologize for changing my whole account and spam tweeting and not putting tw& #39;s and etc. i really should& #39;ve but i wasnt thinking straight at all

my vision was blurry, i was shaking, i nearly passed out at one point. everyone was so aggressive

this kinda shit sent me over the edge but ik i deserve a lot of it..

i was not in the wrong initially. i know that much. now my george account has been outed so my one escape from reality is gone, and many people i love have blocked me. i didnt fucking deserve that

we genuinely just wanted to know what we did? i did not harass ANYONE. i was calmly asking what i was blocked for

all of this REALLY comes across as being hella dramatic and ridiculous. just know i wasnt in the right state of mind, i shouldve logged off or something, this wasnt me and id never bring all this negativity to you guys normally, you know that. i have a positivity thread ffs

i had to dm the bowie acc from a different acc because they blocked my main?? how else would i ask them to figure out why-

sorry for:
- not logging off & breaking down
- poor phrasing
- saying ableist & not thoroughly explaining why

not sorry for:
- asking why i was blocked
- speaking out about it
- being upset

yk this isnt like me, i really didnt want to bring so much negativity and im sorry i did, i really am.

i hope yall can understand this, how much it really effected me beyond what youd think due to autism and trauma

i ended up okay because of brooke, the only person i talked to, theyre genuinely so sweet and supportive and i felt so loved, they snapped me out of it

you saw i even tweeted another beatles thread, i genuine tried to move on from it and go back to normal but i kept getting attacked and it sent me..

i am still logged out of main and im gonna stay logged out for a bit, but i will eventually be back. i just need a break, im sure you understand if you made it this far in the thread

in conclusion, im sorry for the way i handled and reacted to everything, i have reasoning but not excused. my mental health really plummeted tonight but i truly sincerely apologize. please show this thread to everyone involved, please. including micky dolenz parody

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