Today is my grandma’s birthday. She has long since passed but we were very close when she was alive. According to my mom, the rare times she watches my streams, she says that I remind her of a squeaky voiced, more foul mouthed version of her. This being said, she was also (1)

quite foul mouthed herself. It was her who predicted all those years ago that I would be a singer, and absolutely love to perform in front of other people. For the longest time I scoffed at this idea—I was extremely shy and practically a shut in. But I guess she’s probably (2)

laughing her ass off about it in the afterlife and going, “I told you so, stupid dumbass!!”
I miss her sometimes, the times when I feel she would understand me most, without judgement. I feel a little proud to hear that I remind my mother of her, and I hope I do her proud (3)

with my singing too. Sorry for this thread, I was just a bit contemplative today. I miss her a lot! But I’ll celebrate the boss bitch she was. If you’re ever curious about her, feel free to ask. I have so much to say about her! (4)