Time to do some healing on the trauma from my ED https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💀" title="Schädel" aria-label="Emoji: Schädel"> when I think shes gone and she pops up outta nowhere

Also literally TW: on this thread as I continue

I saw this tik tok today as well abt this girl whose mom be calling her fat & I wasnt even triggered then but just now as I was being stared at while I eat at a innocent dog nonetheless https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💀" title="Schädel" aria-label="Emoji: Schädel">

Anyway all those memories that I initially lowkey suppressed during that tik tok came up bc like wow my mom was actually terrible to me esp as I was going through puberty. I was barely 105 lbs and she was telling me I looked pregnant all the time “as a joke” and laughing

abt it with my older brother. Like that’s actually truly fucked. I already got bullied at school for how ppl perceived me & my face even though at this point ik we look good, but having to go home and dealing with it too in regards to my body and in the middle of

developing- im triggered. I almost cant believe that was real bc who in their right mind would do that to their daughter https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">