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I want to address about the fetishizing tweets in regards of black women I made back around 2019-2020. I addressed them a few months ago as well but I want to address them properly now since I do have a bigger following than I used to—
I made several tweets in regards of black women, especially darkskin women because at the time, I wasn& #39;t known and I was insecure which led me to looking for validation from a specific community aka black women
I felt the need for validation from black women because of where I live, asian men weren& #39;t the most appealing type of men compared to how we are portrayed today.
and growing up, I knew that black women, especially speaking in regards of darkskin women, have always faced discrimination in all aspects, but I was specifically informed that they were the least desired kind of women in society.
and from that point on, I was then more inclined towards black women because I felt like we shared the same discriminatory aspect of being the least favoured when it comes to dating.
in no way do asian men share the same struggles as black women do, I just felt like I was looked down upon society and so were they, which gave me comfort.
now to address the tweets fully, those tweets contained fetishizing content and my intent for this seek of validation was and is inherently violating black women and their community maliciously and I am truly sorry for ever speaking so comfortably the way I have
I have stepped back from twitter back when it was first addressed, to understand that my motives behind the tweets are in every way degrading and foul, and that while I had no intent to inflict ignorant harm onto black women, it resulted that way and I have not forgiven myself—
for that. tweeting these things was a call for validation and obviously that was an idea I should& #39;ve never had to cross my mind. there& #39;s no excuse for the things I have done, and I didn& #39;t come on here to make one, I just wanted to briefly explain how things led to another.
In addition, I also follow um p*rn accounts yea, and there are accounts that are considered "black p*rn" and which I follow, but I haven& #39;t followed these accounts because of that reason,—
I followed them because they shared similar content to other p*rn accounts I had initially followed that contains creators who are non-black etc. those accounts had more poc content, had they posted content of poc women in general, which is why i followed these accounts.
yes the coincidence where I have fetishized black women, and following black p*rn accounts might& #39;ve fallen under the same boat, but i& #39;m saying otherwise because I watch p*rn of anything, not solely black women.
I am not looking for forgiveness, I just want everyone to let it be known of the harmful things I& #39;ve said and for me to support BLM, it& #39;s severly contradictive in any way. batting an eye to this would be contradictive in general which isn& #39;t what I was going to let happen
nobody can truly believe what I say and I understand that well, what I had said wasn& #39;t to be taken lightly and I don& #39;t expect myself to be taken lightly especially with the damage i& #39;ve already caused to everyone who weren& #39;t aware of this
I do apologize in every way, i& #39;m not going to sit here and say I changed, but I have grown and humbled myself away from the stuff I have said, I treat everyone with undivided respect, as much to black women and which I do not view them as objects but beings like everyone else.
I am still learning to be better, to be more ethical and considerate with what I say regardless if the situation occured in the past, it matters just as much until today and I apologize truthfully.
in case there are people who want to defend me, I refuse to let that happen because I tweeted this to condemn myself, and never for a pity party. I hope everyone can see and let it be known of what I have said and done. thank you for reading if you have
