I just reread 132 for the 37736273636th time and my god I’m so mad at Alyssa. I HATE HER WITH A PASSION AND I WILL NEVER LIKE HER. I swear that hug hurt nol on another level.

That man lacks affection and when he seeks it from his girl friend in one of his lowest moments, she doesn’t even help. She just acts all cold when she was literally begging him to reconsider breaking up seconds prior to that.

WHERE THE HELL DID THAT ENERGY GO YOU PRICK. WHERE?!? YOU DONT WANT TO BREAK UP BUT YOU CANT EVEN PLAY YOUR ROLE AS GF?? she literally uses Nol so much to the point she drains all the energy he has left in him.

And Nol puts so much effort and tries to make the relationship work and texts you, and you close him off? You don’t have time for him but you can go shopping with your sister often? You can video call your sister every night? Two-faced liar.

And then Alyssa has the audacity to say Nol isn’t the perfect boy friend as if she was anything near being an actual gf. she has lost all her chances and if they don’t break up I don’t know what I’ll do.

I hope Nol finds out about what Alyssa did to Shinae. I hope Alyssa loses her career and rots like the peasant she is. I hate her too much to care if she’s fictional https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> thanks for reading this vent