// implied suicide

It’s not fair, Tommy thinks

Phil looked at Wilbur like he was the world, like he would give anything up just for him to stay around a little longer.

He’s standing on the ledge. So, what does it take? What does Wilbur have that he doesn’t, what did he go-

-through that made him different.

Being exiled? Obviously not, the only answer he got was a blown up country.

Dying and coming back? No, Tommy’s already done that before and Phil didn’t even blink an eye, he doesn’t think Phil even believed Ranboo when he was told the news.

what made Wilbur so important, so much more special that he gets, what looks like, the safest hug he can imagine from someone who’s been ignoring them for so long.

Why was Wilbur so much different, he was a manipulative, horrible person, so why did Phil love Wilbur and not him.

He looked over L’manburg, some of the glass covering broke that gave you a clear view all the way down to the bottom, he’s been coming here for the past few days ever since Wilbur was revived.

Its not fair, he thought again.

He left a note, back in snowchester. He just hopes Michael isn’t the one to find it, it was too personal for the kid, far too emotional.

It spoke of the past, their time in L’manburg, of better times before it all went to shit. It spoke of exile-

-scribbles of things he never even thought of telling anyone before, he wonders if Ranboo still remembers what he saw or if he let it slip from his mind like everything else.

Tommy takes a deep breath and looks over the edge again, he wonders if dying is going to feel the same if it’s on his own accord.