A thread? Not sure how this thread thing works but yeah.
I feel like time is passing by 4x faster than when I was a kid and a teenager. Day by day I am anxious that I might missed something and the time just wont slow down.

Does this thread thing seem right? Anyway,
Going back.
There& #39;s not a day that I wouldn& #39;t think about my parents. I am growing old buy they growing "OLDER." Sadly, they& #39;re growing old separately. (I don& #39;t want to be dramatic but it looks like this thread is going there https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Gesicht mit Hand über dem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Hand über dem Mund">)

My dad, in his golden age found somebody else. (Heck that b*tch home wrecker... oops. Didn& #39;t mean to get that thing involved here. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> get a hold of yourself arnie.) Okay.. It& #39;s sad to be honest that my Dad is growing old without us beside him and my mom growing old alone.

Why does it have to happen too late, I mean the bettet question is why does it even have to happen at all? They need each other now more than ever. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥲" title="Smiling face with tear" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with tear"> I, as the youngest feel so burdened... My parents are getting old and I know how life can be so uncertain.

I want my mom and dad to be happy even if their decisions left me in pain and in the darkness for 4 years. Them separating is the most depressing time in my life that I even disconnected myself from the world and until now that darkness haunts me. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😞" title="Enttäuschtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Enttäuschtes Gesicht">

Here I am again with my train of thoughts all over the place. This thread is not about you arnie. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
So, I feel so burdened to make them happy. They& #39;re getting old and I don& #39;t want them to leave with sooo much pain in their hearts, with so much disappointments. (Crying)