From 3 months I was in a mess. It was mentally so bad that I was constantly feeling that I'm mentally paralyzed and was very anxious

Generally I'm very shy and don't talk much with anyone except someone's.

It hurts to let go but it hurts more to hold on. So, I'm letting it down

Lesson learned~ 'Don't open ur mouth often with wrong ones, there's fucking someone who can ruined up ur life'

Now I can control beneath me. I don't feel so empty or anxious. Nor I feel depressed of somekind.

Never go out for the solution, go "in"

Otherwise someone else will have ur life control. And u will oppressed ur life routines.

And thinking about it, hurts u more.

Don't give space to alot of lousy people or devasted things in ur mind. It'll cause anxiety.

And will fuc*ed up your days. U couldn't find energy to follow up ur work or goals.

Have a plan! then make someone your focal point and start over again.

"Focal Point" - I'm finding it in someone. If ur reading this.. 'Come on! Plz Help me.

Now I've a 6 month's plan for everything I want to surmount. There is no evacuation.

If I'll evacuate, then there's must be some mental issues. So, I'll have to deal with this also.

Going to revisit this thread and also this 'focal person' after 6 months.

Will build up something beautiful out of me.