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Tw/ Self-harm, Self isolation, internalised transphobia, self destructive tendencies
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Hey everyone. Ok you probably don& #39;t really care at all, but I probably won& #39;t be posting anything anytime soon. Sorry to have wasted your time. Recently I& #39;ve been having a very hard time- (1/?)
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Hey everyone. Ok you probably don& #39;t really care at all, but I probably won& #39;t be posting anything anytime soon. Sorry to have wasted your time. Recently I& #39;ve been having a very hard time- (1/?)
As of two days ago, I had been 2 weeks clean of sh. As of today I am no longer clean. Over the last few months I& #39;ve been isolating myself from my friends and from anyone who& #39;s tried to reach out to me. I don& #39;t deserve their love, affection or help. I am a completely selfish (2/?)
Person. My life isn& #39;t as bad as others. I don& #39;t have the right to feel the way I do, but I continue anyway. It& #39;s just disappointing how little control I have over my own emotions and over my actions. I am weak enough to turn to self harm and I am pathetic enough enough to (3/?)
Even consider telling my friends. I don& #39;t deserve their kindness and their respect. For some reason a small part of me has the audacity to consider asking them for help. I am ashamed and revolted by this. I am such a horrible person and I& #39;m a worse friend. They are kind (4/?)
Enough to try to respect my pronouns and identity. I& #39;m not sure of anything anymore. I want to keep my life, I think. However, I can& #39;t contribute enough to even start repaying the debts I owe to the people around me. I am trying so hard to work as best I can but I am useless(5/?)
I really am working as best I can to make them happy and to make them smile. It& #39;s been talking a very large toll on me. I don& #39;t have the energy to take care of myself or to draw anything, let alone keep up this account. I really want to keep providing content for all as you (6/?)
