Arsenal is out of the Europa...it has been nearly 19 years I am supporting this club and this is the saddest and lowest of all the days...I'm disappointed today...ugh :(

We won't be playing in the Europe for the first time since 95/96.
What is it that makes us so attached to something we do not have a direct affiliation to..? What is it that makes us resonate with something we might never be able be in direct contact with..?

I remember tuning into espn when the cable net came into our area back in early 2000s...there was this team playing a beautiful game of football...kanu, henry, bergkamp, pires, campbel, cole....and there on the sideline handsome mr Wenger making me fall in love with them...

Over the years arsenal became a part of my life...it became something no one can ever take from me...something we cannot lose...ever...day in day out...there was something about arsenal... :(

Ugh...I can't carry on with this thread...it is just a rant...we cannot un-love...can we?
We can just hope and pray that it becomes better or in case or arsenal a little less hurting...