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WAIT WAIT WAIT YALL I HAD MY LAST EVER MATHS LESSON TODAY. LAST EVER. FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHH BABEYYYYYYYYYYYYY WOOOHOOOOOOOO
ALSO LAST BIOLOGY AND PE. AND ALL THIS WEEK HAS BEEN FULL OF LAST LESSONS - NO MORE MUSIC, NO MORE PHYSICS, NO MORE CHEMISTRY, NO MORE HISTORY. IM FUCKIN ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL THIS IS SO POGGERS
TOMMOROW WILL BE MY LAST ENGLISH AND RE LESSONS, AND MY *LAST EVER DAY OF ACTUAL SCHOOL LESSONS* WHAT THE FUCK. YALL I MADE IT. *I MADE IT* YALL I MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I& #39;m honest I did not think I& #39;d get through primary school, so to now have finished *secondary* school is just, I& #39;m so fucking proud of myself. I got through all of that. All the bullying and the shit teachers and the shit friends and the endless homework and everything shit
I kept going, I stayed, I stuck with it and I got through it. IM STILL ALIVE!!! Thank the universe, thank god, thank whoever you believe in, but most of all, thank ME. Because *I* did that. *I* got through everything. Pretty much by myself. I had music and books and online +
friends and I& #39;m grateful for them, they definitely helped me escape and let my feelings out healthily and brought me joy when not much else could. But I& #39;m the one who kept myself alive. And I& #39;m so proud of that. I& #39;m so proud of myself. I may not be the happiest I& #39;ve ever been rn+
(that was lockdown 1, I& #39;ve never been happier, mentally healthier, or more authentically me) but I& #39;m sure as shit happier and mentally healthier rn than I was 5 years ago. And soon I think, bc I& #39;ll have 3 months of no school, I might just hopefully go back to lockdown 1 me, the +
best version of me!! Anyway, all this to say that I know it& #39;s super corny and probably unhelpful to most (but I am both those things so I guess it& #39;s fitting lol) but it does get better!! Life gets so much better if you just stick it out!!! 5 years ago I had no friends, was being+
(tw su1c!de)
bullied to the point where I attempted suicide (I was v young + didn& #39;t really understand what that meant, I just wanted everything to end), I was utterly miserable. Now, I have 2 gcs full of wonderful online friends, full access to the Internet (and twitter which +
bullied to the point where I attempted suicide (I was v young + didn& #39;t really understand what that meant, I just wanted everything to end), I was utterly miserable. Now, I have 2 gcs full of wonderful online friends, full access to the Internet (and twitter which +
makes me feel like I have loads and loads of friends lol), I& #39;m still *technically* bullied but I& #39;ve learnt to not give a shit what people say about me, and I& #39;m only sad very infrequently, like a healthy person!! :D lol anyway, yeah. Life gets better. +
As someone who& #39;s been there, done that, and got the horrible, ugly t-shirt, life gets better. It gets SO much better, holy shit. Trust me, stick around.
I& #39;m so glad I& #39;m still alive. Because now I& #39;ve experienced so many amazing things since my attempt: I& #39;ve joined online fandoms, made wonderful friends, gone on such cool holidays, read great books, seen awesome movies, gone to concerts, gone camping, heard such gorgeous music, +
Fuck, I never would have had the happiest night of my life, I never would& #39;ve cried happy tears while watching WICKED on West End, I never would& #39;ve figured out my sexuality, bettered my singing voice, gone to Prague, met @v0idb0yx_ my beloved, I never would have met my nephew?!?!+
If I had succeeded in my attempt, I would never have experienced most of the things that make me, me. I never would have learned that I am my own best friend, I am my favourite person in the world. I love myself when 5 years ago I never knew that was even possible. So please, +
Please just stay alive, just stay fighting, stay you, and I promise, someday, everything will be okay. I& #39;m so sorry that life gets so hard sometimes, I wish I could fix it, but I can& #39;t. This, sharing my story, is my way of fixing it. I love you.
I love you. Whether you& #39;re a stranger or a friend, I love you so much. Promise.
Remember to drink water, eat food, stand up, stretch, exercise, shower, brush your teeth, take your meds, take a nap, take a deep breath in, get some fresh air, do something, anything, everything, to care for yourself, because you deserve it. You are deserving and worthy of love.
Never let anyone tell you otherwise. If they do theyre fuckin lying. Punch em. (dont actually lol, tell em theyre wrong, everyone deserves love, even them. U& #39;ll find theyre the people who need it most.)
Basically it gets better +ily+ u should take care of urself bc u deserve it.
Basically it gets better +ily+ u should take care of urself bc u deserve it.
Now please everyone who sees this reply with 3 things you love about yourself, + 3 things you love about the world. Can be serious, can be silly. Whatever you want. I& #39;ll start:
Myself:
1. My haircut
2. How far I& #39;ve come
3. I& #39;m very good at not being able to juggle and that is Funny
The world - the existence of:
1. Rainbows
2. @v0idb0yx_ <3
3. Dream SMP
All of these things make me very happy and I& #39;m glad they exist/happen(ed).
1. My haircut
2. How far I& #39;ve come
3. I& #39;m very good at not being able to juggle and that is Funny
The world - the existence of:
1. Rainbows
2. @v0idb0yx_ <3
3. Dream SMP
All of these things make me very happy and I& #39;m glad they exist/happen(ed).
I really hope this thread helped someone who needed it, + please consider making a self love list like this. I made one for years + it helped my self esteem so much to see the list get slowly longer and longer and think, +
