If anyone ever sees this and needs it. Just know things can change so long as you are willing to let others help and let yourself relax. If you are ever in a struggle against family just keep hope that when you can leave you won't ever need to go back to them and just feel better

If you think "I don't deserve this" or "I am worthless" just know even when you feel hopeless I am sure a lot of people can agree with me when I say there is never anything you can't have a small amount of hope for. Whether it be you are depressed, lonely, dysphoric, etc....

I genuinely think you can keep your head high and hope for the best. If the best doesn't come your way? There is always the good. If the good doesn't come? There is the decent. If not even that shows? There is still a small 'ok' in those situations too. I hope you can see that.

And to those that can breath in with me today I wish you a better evening and a better future. Cheers, to all those who we couldn't help because they sometimes give some of us the strength to keep going. To live on in their memory. Cheers to everyone that has been with me.

If you are still out there. I think you can make it too. Cheers, folks. Lets sit and wait as we watch our lives and how we help others affect our future together on this big dumb planet in this thing we call society. All of you are beautiful and you all deserve love and kindness.

If any of this thread gets you to cry just know that proves you have so much more worth than what you believe. If you get offended? Who am I to say you shouldn't get offended just because I wanted to touch the hearts of a reader. It really doesn't matter.

And finally if any of this triggers you just know I don't mean to cause you stress when I make this thread. Peace. ♡