Saturday April 10, 2021 will be a day marked in my life and heart forever. This day I left for work at 8am with a happy life & a full heart like any other day only to come home at 2:30pm to find my daughter covered in bruises after being under the care of her father.
I immediately called an ambulance & we were transported to The Children’s Memorial Hermann where she got a CT, MRI, & Xrays that confirmed that she had an internal hemorrhage in her brain, 4 broken ribs, & her left arm broken as well or in other words, Shaken Baby Syndrome.
When the results came back & I was notified of the trauma, a nurse came in and held my hand to tell me my baby was a miracle baby because this type of incidents usually kill babies this small & hearing those words gave me the bit of strength that I needed to keep pushing!
Milani had to get the blood/CSF drained thru her Fontanelle (soft spot) FOUR FCKN TIMES bc it kept building up and fogging her brain, resulting in a total of 14.5oz of blood.
We spent 11 days in the hospital. 3 in the NICU and the rest in the PICU and it was bc of the staff at this hospital and how well they took care of the both of us that I held my head up so high & grabbed strength from idk where to keep going!
Milani has now been home since April 22nd & is completely out of danger & healing day by day thanks to GOD & continuing to take physical therapy for the nerve damage. Now all their is to do is wait & hope that this doesn’t affect her brain development permanently as she grows..
Drugs can turn the most loving human into a raging demon & for that I forgive you but I will NEVER forget & I hope the years you spend in jail the thought of us haunts you every single day. We were the perfect family & god trusted us with a little life & you let him down...
For the people asking, Milani is doing much better thank God. She is a pure heaven sent soul braver & stronger than anyone Ive ever met & she’s smiling once again, but this will be a long road of dr appointments, scans, therapies and courts & all we ask for is PRAYERS!!
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