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Everyone is talking abt the underwater kiss scene and how most artists forgot XL was crossdressing and I'm scrolling the timeline like okay you caught me I can feel the shame actually I'm gonna redraw those anyway but how can I make sure I get the right design for his clothes 
Ah just go make it clear I'm not offended just laughing at myself cuz I'm one of those who failed 
however I do have this fear of being culturally inaccurate 
sometimes I feel like I have no place in this fandom and I'm only comfortable if there's an official design to copy
however I do have this fear of being culturally inaccurate sometimes I feel like I have no place in this fandom and I'm only comfortable if there's an official design to copy
And I really hate this feeling cuz my whole life I've never felt like I belong and when I finally found something I've really fallen in love with I still can't belong cuz I was born into a different place and I have to be really thoughtful of what I draw and how
Which I absolutely don't mind at all, I like design, research etc. But there's no time for EVERYTHING. And though I think I seem like a pretty chatty and easy-going person I'm actually terrified of making mistakes in every aspect of this life and I also know that it's selfish
It's selfish to speak abt my own feelings but they're real as well and I want to make perfect art and sometimes it makes me cry that it's impossible cuz I'm never gonna be able to fully understand this work of art of a different culture no matter how much I'd like to
I'm not even native in english lol
So yeah... I like TGCF so much I want to make the best art for it but I'm just not enough and that should be fine xD
But just realized that the fact I'm not really talking openly abt negative feelings anymore doesn't mean they disappeared
So yeah... I like TGCF so much I want to make the best art for it but I'm just not enough and that should be fine xD
But just realized that the fact I'm not really talking openly abt negative feelings anymore doesn't mean they disappeared
Hell and all of this came from a few awkard moments at work when the others didn't laugh at my shitty jokes lol
Made me remember that I'm still that annoying, good for nothing airhead I've always been
Made me remember that I'm still that annoying, good for nothing airhead I've always been
